Virus

My laptop is infected again!!! and I just formatted my harddrive 2 days ago.. Think my laptop is about to reach an end.. have to format it again now.. can't log into facebook.. lol.. sry can't reply any messages.. sweet dreams!

Baby are you down down down

Just got home..looking like this..

Today was a really busy day.. Where do all the customers come from? They're sitting and waiting for hours just to get their nails done.. However.. I'm done for today.... watching and reading some anime before sleep.. Love ya!

5 miles

Lying in my bed watching Naruto...

Today me and my sis went to do some laundry.. there is a gas station not far away from the laundry place.. I walked to the gas station to buy a drink.. I was alone cause my sister had to go and get the car cleaned.. I can tell u.. I felt really unsafe walking over there even though it only took a minute to walk..

In Sweden I could feel safe anywhere I went.. I walked to school 30 minutes every day.. I walked to my friends.. I walked to downtown.. Never did I ever felt scared.. But over here...I feel that they gonna ambush me at any second..

Anyways.. I'm really improving at work.. One step closer to my goal.. Now I can call the nails I'm doing - perfect.. which makes me really excited to do my upcoming customers..

Today I ran 5 miles.. Felt really good!! Cause I've been so so so unhealthy.. been eating chips, candies and cookies every day hihi... damn the sugar addiction really hits me.. But now when I start to work out again I feel more healthier and I'm eating healthier..

Gonna continue on Naruto.. Sweet dreams <3

You reached for my hand.. but touched my heart

Today I've been working as usually.. Bought 3 books.. One is about the human brain and interesting stuff such as why u lose u car keys but never forget how to drive.. one is about The grammar devotional.. I kinda like reading to learn stuff.. Either that or Manga..

I went and bought my sister The Sims 3.. she really wanted it and asked if I wanna pay half the price and share with her.. I told her weeks ago.. hell no.. Don't know why I changed my mind and paid for the whole game instead.. it just got into me.

My best friend just received the Christmas card I sent her.. she started to cry even though she is the toughest girl I've ever known on earth.. she didn't know if she cried of happiness or because she missed me so damn much.. She is the last person I thought would ever cry.. She's the reason behind my personality and humor.. without her I don't think I would be the same person as I am today... I love her to death..

maaan.. There are no words to describe how much I miss her.. Even now I get teary when thinking about her.. I might as well pay her the whole ticket over here.. but there are so much I need to pay for now.. so I can only provide her with half of the ticket which is already 500 dollars... I think I've already managed to fill my piggy bank with 500..

I hate being human.. there are to much feelings involved.. what hurts the most is the happy moments that I can never take back

.. it really hurts down to my core.. it's so painful that I'm about to throw up..

Sweet dreams

Pictures

Just transfered all my pictures to the external hard drive.. it has a memory of 1tb which is 1000gb.. I've already filled it with 70gb of pictures.. lol...

You opened up my eyes

Wooah.. I almost forgot how good I can see in my glasses...but maaan.. I feel dizzy walking around in those.. I only use them at night time while in the car..

I got my glasses because I had chronic headaches back in school.. I was straining my eyes to much.. and the stress made it worse..

Right now I'm gonna read a little... been watching Naruto since I came home lol..

Been working hard today.. The nails I do comes out really good.. But I feel that they are not perfect.. I'm not satisfied with my work.. Since I was a kid I was always aiming for perfection.. I kept painting and painting until the paintings took my breath away..My passion is art.. I love beautiful fairy-like things.. I played games until I beat every single person.. I kept practicing on stuff that I didn't actual like.. just to beat them guys.. Even in school.. I studied until I was sure of getting a perfect score..

The only thing I lack of is talking.. I can write you an endless essay.. but I can't raise my voice.. I hated to present stuff in front of class.. it's like a nightmare for me.. Thank god it's over now..

I was playing with photoshop at the age of 11.. while opening the program I was so lost.. but it opened up a whole new world for me.. I was always curious of learning new things on my own... At the age of 6.. My family got a computer.. I was clicking on every icon and searched through the whole system.. just to see how things were working.. I considered it as fun.. On other devices we had at home.. I had to test all the buttons.. It was my way to increase my knowledge..

Another day has passed

There are warm memories even in the cold winter

Today we've been doing a lot of errands.. We also bought some loudspeakers.. Or my uncle found them for us.. they were on sale.. 1200 was the original price.. But we only paid 580 for them.. Now we can sing Karaoke.. and play rockband lol..

We also went to Wal Mart and bought additionally 80 cloth hangers...

It's so damn cold.. I hate the weather... we're expecting snow on thursday.. but just a little.. Can't imagine how Sweden is like now... I need a warmer jacket.. but been to lazy to buy one.. and I kinda wish that the winter gonna be over soon..

In Sweden winter is looooooooooooong.. Comparing the US with Sweden.. Winter is really short over here..

I'm hungry again.. let's see what I can find to eat at work...

later!

A cup of coffee please

My feet are a little soar.. Need to slow down a little with the running... nooot!

Maybe I need better running shoes.. Working out at night makes me hungry in the morning..

I need coffee.. but we're out of coffee at home...

Even if I deny it.. I'm addicted to coffee.. well not that super addicted.. but it feels weird without having coffee in the morning.. Coffee completes my day...