Hello - Good bye

Just got my hair cut today.. so I was camwhoring a little.. it's a little shorter than expected but it's fine.. Been running errands all day long..

Right now at home trying to clean.. then dinner! I need some power of a super woman... it would be great.. Been having weird dreams lately.. it's like I can't really relax my mind.. Been waking up with bruises.. oh well.. Hope I'll survive this week.

The sound of rain

Lately the weather has been pretty gloomy and sad.. But somehow I like it.. It's kinda cozy.. The thing is... it's bad for business though.. And I can't see nothing when I drive lol..

I love my cardigan from GAP.. got it from a friend ^__^

And my lovely jacket I was waiting for it to be on sale for 2 whole weeks.. but it never was.. I had to buy it because it was the last size S.. 

Tomorrow is my day off... Just changed my day off.. so now I'm off on Tuesdays instead.. I'm gonna get my hair cut tomorrow.. =D last time I got a hair cut was between Christmas and New Year lol.. it's been over 9 month's now..

Inferno

I didn't have much time to get ready for Inferno.. I decided to try my triple barrel that I just bought.. (not very smart) because I didn't know how it would turn out and I've never used one before.. After I finished my hair I felt like a wicked witch.. I wanted some bigger waves but I made smaller waves.. 

Quickly I took my flat iron and tried to flat it out again.. Fail!! It didn't go away!!! I wanted my regular curls.. but I didn't have time to shower my hair again, blow dry it and curl it.. T___T So I ended up going out with my scarecrow hair.. 

Me and the sweetest Mai Yang

Starbuck's my ♥

Less stress... finally I can feel relieved for a little while.. I'm so happy I passed the 2 tests =D 

Today a new employer came to work for me.. He is really good.. Great with the designs and does wonderful nails.. I feel more than blessed.. It feels like God is sending me Guardian Angels when I need them..

Now I need to get through some other things.. This year is gonna be Hectic.. I hope everything will be alright.. I can only pray and do my best right now..

The new Starbuck's Salted Caramel Mocha is awesome!

 Can't get enough of coffee..

 I love these mini cakes.. My sis got me hooked on them..

Last but not least.. The Mallorca bread (not sure of the name) is wonderful!!!! 

All from Starbuck's ♥

Sing me a lullaby

This morning was super coooold,. I woke up at 7.30 but didn't get up from bed until 8.50.. I was just laying there feeling sorry for myself.. 

My heart and my brain don't wanna co-operate right now.. I hate that.. can't those two things just not get along? 

Just took a shower and about to read my lovely book (not).. 

Good night ♥

After work I went straight home and tried to get ready fast.. It's Ai's 19th birthday so we all decided to go out since it's her first time going out..

I went to Sherona's place whenever I finished dressing up.. I had a hard time choosing outfit lol.. but I chose the red/black dress after all..

They always make me laugh.. 

Cheese!

we went to meet up with Song Anh and Ai afterwards..

Song Anh, Me, Ai

Me and Charissa

 Pretty ladies!

 I had no clue we were gonna match so perfectly lol..

 Steak and Shake after Inferno

I haven't forgotten..

The time flies by really fast.. I remember the day I left as if it was yesterday.. I took a step on the plane knowing that this is my first step into the future.. Leaving the past behind... Leaving great memories for the people I kept near my heart.. I knew for a fact.. nothing will ever be the same again..

My memories are treasures that remained from my previous years.. It can't be erased nor replaced.. I can both laugh and cry when thinking back.. There are emotional parts that I'm trying to suppress.. But I've learnt that it's not supposed to be forgotten.. it's what makes us human beings, human.. it's all those little stuff that makes you being you today... It's normal to feel sadness, anger, happiness or any type of feeling.. You just have to handle the situation the best you can.. Learn to forgive and your heart will be forgiven.. One day you will be understood for your actions..

Nerveux...

I'm so nervous down to my core... It's getting near...

btw.. I just bought the navy blue/black dress in the back for a wedding in Atlanta.. it's not until November though.. Hope I'll still fit the dress cause right now it fits perfectly... But I need to make it shorter.. Wish my mom was here to fix it for me.. cause I've forgotten all my sewing techniques..

When you smile, my heart aches...

My heart is at a stage where I can't tell right from wrong anymore.. I'm in pain.. I make people in pain.. Sometimes I miss the old time.. Sometimes I wish the time could fly by faster.. I'm very easy to please.. But I also ask for to much...
How can someone accept me when I can't even accept myself? I'm aching..
My future is based on the decisions I make.. There's one decision that will determine my whole entire life.. I can't go back once I've decided.. I'm scared of the outcome..

Dulcet

I must say I'm very blessed to have such wonderful people around me.. I wish I could do anything in return .. But I can't... It's hard to explain what I'm going through.. I hope everything will straighten out itself..

Yesterday was a hectic day for me.. I didn't eat anything until 7 pm because I didn't have time.. It was way to busy.. The stress just got me bad.. After I dinner I took a nap.. I didn't feel good at all..

Luckily I feel much better.. But I'm so nervous and anxious..