Have you ever wished for something really hard before? Every day the time turns 11.11, every birthday cake candle I've blown, every falling star... and every coin I've tossed in a fountain.. I've wished for the same things.. over and over again... But when my prayers been heard and my wishes do come true.. do I still want it? I am looking for the spark I once had.. The joy of being freely and the happiness shining through me.. I'm not saying I lost it.. But most of it is being forced through all the stress..
I can't keep up with my mood swings sometimes.. One day I am happy.. the other day I break down into tears... For the past week I've been breaking down at least 3 times.. I'm trying my hardest to make things right.. But Idk what to do sometimes.. I feel so stressed out..
Thanks for all the wonderful friends I have.. I can never thank you guys enough.... I'm so sorry sometimes for not having time for you guys.. But you all mean a lot to me and I will make it up to all of u whenever the time is right♥





















