Smile for a brighter life

Taking one day at a time.. Trying to overlook the sadness and only show my surrounding the best out of me.. There is no reason to suffer myself with misery..

Muah!

Bite me

1h 30 min until work..

Spaghetti for breakfast

I'm soo full.. just cooked some spaghetti bolognese for today so we can bring to our nail shop.. Cause we need to eat more home-cooked meals.. Lately we've been buying fast food.. which is mostly fried stuff.. or we've been eating noodles.. To much to do.. to little time...

I wonder if I can reach my goal today by running 5 miles... and not eating snacks lololol... I had to eat snacks yesterday..

Right now I'm just at home.. gonna work at 2 pm.. Cause I have some stuff to do at home.. and I need a little rest from working so hard..

later!

In my bed

zuuup! I know my room isn't the cleanest room in the world.. the bed is all messed up.. looks like I had fun in my bed.. j/k.. I never make my bed in the morning.. Just took a shower and blow-dried my hair.. and I do not like the colors of my room... forgot I have to put up my curtains hehe..

After work today, me and my sis went to the gym. Arrived at 9.15 pm.. worked out until 10.30 pm.. I didn't ran 5 miles. damn it.. So disappointed at myself.. instead I ran 4 miles.. did 100 sit-ups and 100 jumps on the jump rope.. I guess all the Thanksgiving/Christmas/New Year - food slowed me down and decreased my powers,..

New week

This morning I went shopping for my younger sister.. bought her a jacket, a dress-shirt, and an adorable skirt.. She's about the same size as me.. Maybe a little bit taller and skinnier... yep.. it sucks that your 11-years old sister is growing taller than a 19-years old pint-sized-midget...

The high heels must have been the greatest invention of all years.. What would I do without these heels hehe.. probably feel like a flat-footed duck running around.. When I talk to people who are much taller than me.. I don't feel like they're taking me seriously.. cause I have to look up to the sky talking to them..

Me and my lovely sister in Atlanta.. Miss her like crazy.. I want that hug again =(

Well.. at work right now.. it's already 3.45 pm.. yes. just 5 more hours until I hit the gym..

Goals for today: 5 miles.. it's about 8 km..

Trying to get fit again

Unhealthy week over.. I ate as much I could this week hehe.. cause the beginning of next week, we gonna start working out and be healthy again.. I wonder how long that will last.. cause I can't really cut down on my snacking :P

My face is big as a balloon now wahhaha.. but it will soon shrink down.. I've gained 7 pounds... 7 pounds!!!! can u believe it.. it all went to my face.. j/k.. This is gonna be hard.. gonna run 5 miles tomorrow after work.. can't wait...

btw.. I just took off my piercing.. not gonna wear my piercing no more.. tired of it.. I took the piercing when I was 14.. I remember when me and my best friend got our parents permission.. we were so excited. I loved my piercing.. I thought it was so coooool.. But I guess I've growned from it now.. I don't feel like wearing it no more.. I'm about to turn 20.. not a teen no more.. not saying that it's something wrong wearing piercings when you're older.. but this is just me..

Look at me

Baby-shower

wzuuup! I'm so tired right now.. Yesterday I worked until 7.30 pm.. We went to my uncle's place.. He had a baby-shower for my new-born cousin..

After the baby-shower we went home and put together my sister's closet.. it took hours.. On wednesday I'm gonna paint my room.. White and one pink front wall.. I'm so tired of the yellow color.. makes me depressed..

2010

My New Year didn't start very well.. I feel like the bad luck is all over me..

I had a weird dream... about my teeth.. my teeth were so bad that it hurt in the dream.. I had a big cavity.. I found it interesting.. So I googled it up.. This is what it said:

To dream of rotten teeth shows that you have been telling someone a lie or using your smooth words for getting your own way no matter what.

Bad tooth: a symbol of a painful part of one’s feelings, life or relationships; angry or regretful words.

This is scary.. I keep thinking about it.. I can't honestly say that I don't have any flaws.. But I never thought about my actual actings.. Maybe I'm just a fake person who use my smooth words to get whatever I want and hope that no one ever finds out.. Or maybe my dream was just random.. I'm so hoping for category no.2..

This morning a customer I came in.. I just had to fix her toes without charging her.. Bad sign.. not mentioning I spilled coffee on myself.. I got so paranoid that I have to look up if this year is a bad year for me.. Luckily it's not..

The Horse
Good news for the horses! Year 2010 might be one of the smoothest years for you. You will find bonds between your friends and relatives being built fairly easily. Keep a clear head when making decisions for you will find that plenty of decisions may sound familiar to one another but with very different outcomes. You may also tend to overfeed yourself in the upcoming year so be sure to keep on a healthy diet and exercise regularly