Cravings

I suddenly got a huge craving for pretzel bites.. it's the "week" you know..

it's decided.. I'm definitely going to the gym tonight.

You're my...

Good morning.. At the nail shop.. I'm bored. But have an appointment in 2 minutes..
Thinking about if I should go to the gym tonight or not.. depending on my mood..

Update: Right now I'm a little nervous about my next appointment.. I'm gonna do a brazilian wax to a customer.. I've never done it before.. But I'm very confident on how to do it.. wishing myself good luck.

It was meant to happen

Good morning.. Guess what? I actually made it to the gym last night.. so proud of myself.. Yesterday I got some bad news which made me a lot more stressed.. but I guess something good is gonna happen from the situation.. or I wish.. *Praying*

Ego boost

I think I found my self-centered side again.. What I need is a stand for my camera..

It's getting heavy to take self portraits with my cam.. and I don't have a regular cam anymore..

Today's outfit.

Couldn't help myself when I saw this cute case for my phone.. Love!

DJ got us falling in love

Ready to go out..

Yesterday's party was great.. haven't been out clubbing for a looooooong time...
Thank u guys for making my night awsome.

Tonight's gonna be a good night

Right before work.. Today's outfit..

Heading to work.. Appointment at 10.00 am

Too Faced

Needed some new eye shadows.. and blush... So these followed me home.. I felt in love with the cute boxes.. Haven't tried them out yet since I don't wear makeup daily.. But tonight I will try them out.. I only like earthy colors for my eye-shadow. This Too Faced Natural Eye palette seemed perfect..

Night post

I can't help but think that my key change is the prettiest ever! Holding it makes me happy lol.. Bought it at a stand in the mall I work. (Hanes Mall)

I almost forgot how to blog.. Haven't taken any pics at all lately.. So before I go to bed here's a good night kiss.

Busy

Good afternoon.. Haven't got time to blog.. Been so so busy lately..
The past week has been crazy.. Always come home at 10-10.30 pm.. That's why I don't really care for blogging when I get home.. I get to exhausted to do anything..

Yesterday was my day off.. But I couldn't really relax.. I had to be at my uncle's house at 9.am to have a meeting.. Took care of a lot of stuff through the whole day.. Sat at the social security center for 1 hour.. God I was tired.. I could barely open up my eyes..

When I got home I crashed.. Slept through the whole night and didn't wake up until 8.30 am..

I miss my family a lot =(

Please don't leave me

Hate this feeling.. I'm laying on this huge bed by myself.. I miss them tremendously. When I was hugging them I couldn't let out a word.. I wanted to say those sweet words.. I wanted to tell them how much I'm gonna miss them, how much I love them.. But there were only tears coming from me.. I cried my heart out.. Please don't leave me.

When they walked out of my sight.. I felt so lonely.. I cried for myself.. I just wished there were some shoulders I could lean on at that moment.. I wiped my tears and walked slowly out from the airport.. I love you mom and Lily <3

On my way back I had a lot of customers waiting.. heck with that.. I was only 10 minutes late for work.. I felt so lazy.. but today has been crazy for me.. 12h of work.. customer after customer.. drives me crazy..

At the gas-station

Can't an ordinary girl go and fill her gas without being stopped by some scary guys? I hate hate hate that.. Yesterday after work I realized I needed to get some gas.. So I just drove somewhere nearby.. Unfortunately I chose the wrong gas-station.. It was a dark gloomy ghetto place.. how would I know.. -.- As soon as I stepped out of the car people where shouting at me.. drunk people walking around with bottles of beer... heck I was terrified.. so I locked the car for mom and Lily, quickly ran into the store to pay..

The guys at the counter looked scary too.. In my mind I was "oh no.. would they really help me if something's gonna happen?" they said that the pump I chose didn't work.. I told them ok I'm gonna change.. but hell no.. I walked quickly to my car, locked all the doors and drove away fast... damn what a ghetto place... I wouldn't be surprised if they pulled out a gun and start to shoot..

I drove to another gas-station which seemed much better.. there was a girl at the counter.. and the people at that gas-station didn't holla at me which made me feel safer.. I can tell you.. yesterday I wasn't dressed up or pretty at all.. I just recovered from being sick, pale as a ghost and no make-up.. So wth is wrong with people..

New week

Good afternoon.. I'm back to work again.. I was mad sick yesterday.. In the morning I suddenly threw up.. But I thought I was ok to work.. I felt a little nauseous but my mom told me to stay at home and we let somebody work in my place instead.. But the thing is I had some appointments so I told mom I had to work.. When I came to work I drank some smoothie cause I couldn't eat.. I threw up right after..

I went to the waxing room and rested for a while.. then my head started to hurt.. I went up.. threw up.. went back to rest.. When I couldn't take it no more I called my mom to let somebody come in and work for me...

I drove home, felt really bad.. but managed to get home.. Mom cooked some rice soup but I couldn't eat nothing at all.. all I ate was some super sour candy and water.. But even drinking water made me threw up.. anything that went into my stomach was forced to go up through my throat.. It felt like somebody just pushed it up.. I had nothing but water to throw up.. It was bad.. I slept and slept.. until my cousin came with some medicine.. thank God.. Cause I took some other medicine earlier that day but it didn't work at all.. her medicine managed to keep the rice soup down, I didn't throw up no more.. My family was so sweet.. everybody was trying their best to make me feel better.. <3

Even now I'm a little sick but I'm able to work.. had some appointments today too.. I've lost my appetite.. but I managed to eat some rice soup.. Because mom makes the best rice soup.

Hello

Wzuup!

I'm so happy I'm still alive.. Yesterday was crazy.. had to drive home from Winston Salem to Greensboro in the thunderstorm.. It was only me and my sister in the car.. And the rain just poured down like a waterfall.. I could barely see nothing.. But since I was so afraid of the thunder I didn't wanna pull over and wait until it cleared up and also because it seemed like it was gonna rain all night long..

The last thing I wanted to do was to put my sister's life in danger.. If It was only me in the car I wouldn't care less.. I'm an inexperienced driver so the chance of an accident would be like 50%... It was frightening.. but we made it through...We arrived at home 10.15.. drove from the shop + payed a visit at McDonald's drive thru at 9.30 pm.. It took us 45 minutes to get home.

While waiting on my customer me and my sis played a little with the Webcam on my laptop.

My HK bag from Sears.. gotta love it!

Soon..

Let's see.. it's been a while so I'll try to sum up what's been happening lately..

I'm alive.. It's been hard for me to be online.. Had a lot of stuff to do. Haven't been working on my blog design at all...

Been working and moved into my aunt's big house.. I got the huge room with my own walk in closet and bathroom.. I feel like a rich child living in that house lol.. anyways.. Sunday I bought a car.. it wasn't the Camry I blogged about some weeks ago cause they couldn't sell it no more because of some problems..

I bought a Honda Accord instead.. A little to dark for my taste but still awsome for the price I got it for.. The price started with $13700.. Somehow my uncle made it $11900.. good job uncle! Gonna have it a couple of years.. then I will buy me my dream car.. (don't know which one yet)
The same night I got this super hot Coach bag in perfect pink.. I'm so in love.. My dear cousin John (Ti) bought it for me.. I love love love it.. my favorite bag so far..

Monday night we went to Danville VA, spent the night and tuesday visiting our family, shopped a lot..(not me cause I;m saving) I found this super cute HK bag at Sears for only $20.. Love it..

And the day before my sister left to Tennessee, she and her boyfriend spent half the day helping me buy a laptop (I was to busy at work) since it was tax-free weekend.. everything went on $1000.. And my dear mom payed for it.. <3 I feel so spoiled.. But deserve it lol..

zzZZ

So freaking tired. Today I had a headache at work.. I thought I was gonna collapse.. my head just kept banging.. I wanted to go home.. but impossible..

I quickly poured 2 bottles of water in my throat with some headache pills.. after a couple of hours I felt much better..

Now my body just wanna leave this world..

Sunday

I'm sorry for how messy my blog is right now.. The header sucks.. but it is just temporarily cause I havent' had time to create one.. and I haven't got time to finish up designing my blog.. To much important stuff to do.

anyways.. here are some pics from yesterday with my family.