loneliness

Blogging after midnight is definitely not a good idea.. It's when the emotions are taking over and the brain doesn't work the way it should.. I've been on depression mood today.. it started when I got home from work.. I am questioning myself why I am feeling like this.. Life is great, I have nothing to complain about.. I can't even find a reason to why the mood-change occured.. One second I'm happy, the next second my pillow is soaked wet.. It's crazy.. I don't even understand myself... and it scares me...