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I'm about to fall asleep.. I'll write more tomorrow..

mmm... Marabou

Carro brought Swedish chocolate with her.. 10 packages.. I Love love LOVE this chocolate.. really missed it from Sweden.. the best chocolate in the world hehe.

It is snowing!! but it doesn't matter.. cause we gonna have fun anyways hihi

Shopping spree

Yesterday me and my sis went to the airport to pick Carro up.. poor her had to wait 40 min just because we were slamming busy.. couldn't get off work.. after work we went to Wal Mart and tried to buy food.. which ended up with mostly junks... Me and Carro were lying in bed talking.. we said good night 4-5 times but still kept talking.. I guess I was to excited..

We bought a dozen of Krispy Kreme doughnuts.. yuuuuum! two donuts missing in the box to make the dozen complete.. guess where they went?

Anyways.. me and Carro went shopping today.. I got half day off.. it was a lot of fun!

Sharing a pizza slice and some chicken nuggets for lunch.. she loved it and thought all the food seemed so tempting..

Right now I'm on my bed with my bff.. We were going through all the stuff she bought today... which were a lot!! I swear she bought something in every store we went into.. Haven't been this happy for a long time..

right now she asked me.. "what are we eating tomorrow? just kidding" lol.. she love the american food and think everything is cheap over here..

can't wait until tomorrow.. good night

Carro is coming!

Freezing.. in my uncle's house... sitting on the bed.. feeling lonely.. anxiously waiting for my bff to come.. she will arrive at 5.50 tomorrow.. can't wait!! I'm so excited!!!

Today I ate mcdonald's for breakfast.. it was actually really good cause I was hungry.. been working to much.. yesterday we worked from 10 am - 10.30 pm.. which is overtime.. me and my sis went to a concert straight after.. don't like to dress up during stress...

UPDATE: this was written last night.. I fell asleep.... haven't post this entry until now..

A beautiful feeling

Somehow I love coming home to my room after a long day.. just because whenever I step into my room I see full of beautiful flowers all over the place.. it makes me feel happy.. I love being surrounded by beautiful things.. it gives me a good feeling..

Bu de Bu Ai

At work

Good morning.. sitting at work.. just got done with 2 customers.. Lately I've been really busy with stuff..

Monday I passed the driver license learner permit test.. with 2 wrongs.. yaay! Even though I didn't understand some words I tried to put the sentence together lol.. My vocabulary is not that great.. some words doesn't exist in my vocabulary... The lady in the front desk asked me if I was sure I didn't want to take the test in Vietnamese (my mother language).. heo No! I know how to read, speak, write in vietnamese but I don't understand what I'm reading sometimes haha.

Back to work now <3

Carro is coming the 22.. =D so excited!!!

What is love again?

Received another rose and a balloon. This rose is white, which I assume is from a friend.. but still don't know. I dont understand why I got so many flowers and stuff.. cause all I've been doing is working. I have no time talking to anybody.. I have no phone.. And never log into my yahoo or msn.. I wonder if people even know that I still exist?


It looks like the flowers and stuff are from 5 different people... All of them are anonymous.. Very funny.. T___T

This Vase with 3 roses is my favorite.. I love the vase it's so cuuute.. and these roses had the strongest scent.. smell so good..

This teddy.. Very cute.. But I can't be yours if I don't know who you are..

Sweet pink tulips

And a big vase with 12 roses..

I really wonder who you guys are? No one seems to take cred for this..

My Valentine's day.. Just worked, worked and worked.. home.. sleep. Fun? No..

Happy Lunar New Year

Me and my sis at the temple.

I don't hate Valentine after all

Work was busy as expected.. I went and bought lunch early in the morning.. bought some Chick-Fil-A 12 count nuggets meal.. When I came back it was packed with customers already.. wtf?!?! I didn't got to eat my dear nuggets until 7 pm.. Yes I was dying of hunger.. But it was impossible to eat.. When I finally determined to go and eat those cold nuggets.. a dear customer asked me to help her.. she was like please Mimi, save me I know you're eating cause your sister told me you haven't eat all day.. but after you've finished please help me with my lashes.. I couldn't let her down cause she's so sweet.. so I helped her put some lashes on for her date.. hope you had fun on your date.

Wherever I turn, I see Valentine stuff, it makes me wanna have it just because it's so cute.. But I had to feel sorry fo myself and try to ignore when passing by.. Can't really look straight into the stuff cause it makes me blubber =(

This morning at work I found flowers on my work station.. it was a bunch of roses in a vase from someone anonymous.. it made me curious.. Then during the day while I was working, I received some other flowers, a teddy, and balloons.. It was so cute omg.. I have to admit I am a sucker for those things.. Don't know who the senders are though..

Secret admire?

ok.. I am somewhat loved after all..

Morning exercise

My feet are frozen! why? had to walk the dogs this morning... Well.... I opened the door so the dogs can just step out and do their thing.. but today Mozart and Bailey ran a little further ... They almost ran to my creepy neighbours (they have 2 pitbulls, their garden looks like a murders territory)..

What happened was.. Ok.. first imagine me in a white t-shirt, some baggy pink pajamas paints.. no socks or shoes and ruffled hair.. looking like I just opened my eyes..

got that picture in your head?

Here it comes.. While the dogs ran to the other side.. I had to by reflex run after them.. barefoot! Sometimes I forget that I'm not superwoman.. it was frost and snow on the ground.. I ran on the frozen grass, icy snow, asphalt.. damn I ran fast.. it hurt my feet... but I had to run around and catch my dear dogs who thought it was pretty funny.. I looked like a crazy chick who just got kicked out of the house...

That was my morning exercise.. back to bed drinking my hot coffee and writing this uneccessary entry.. Have a good day.

Thank you

I wanted to write something.. but my mind went blank so I ended up just staring at the laptop-screen..

well.. I have nothing much to write about.. just that I've been really busy at work.. But I'm happy.. My customers are really the best.. They are willing to wait for a really long time just to have me doing their nails.. I'm getting famous (I wish) hehe j/k..
But really, I'm getting all big-headed right now.. Lately there have been many requests from customers.. making me feel loved "wink wink". Like this girl was asking for me, but they said I was gonna be busy for a very long time.. the girl said, it's ok, I can wait cause I love how Mimi is doing my nails, she's doing my nails perfectly...

I'm very surprised myself how much I've improved.. Even though it's a lot of work and I get really tired.. it's thanks to my customers who are keeping me going on.. I've always been insecure about myself, insecure about how good I actually am.. cause I lack of confidence.. (feels really weird writing that I'm good) But thanks to my customers who are telling me how awsome I am everyday, I've managed to build up my self-esteem..

I'm only 19, and I've gone this far with life.. I wonder when I'm 25.. damn.. with all the experiences I get.. I must be really great.. Cause you learn new things everyday..

Ok. enough being big-headed now..

This picture was from my younger sister Lily.. She usually made me stuff.. miss her =(

This Valentine gonna suck.. Do I have to belong the category I-hate-valentine-cause-I-don't-have-a-date?

90% recovered

Good afternoon?
This morning I felt better.. yesterday I was at home resting again! I wanted to go to work but my sis insisted that I had to stay at home and rest cause I didn't feel or look very well..

2 days without stepping outside the house.. I feel like a slacker.. The fat is starting to grow on my body.. not good.. my cheek are so fat now.. You might as well call me fat-face.. Well, right now it's not my biggest concern.. I don't really care... for now.. hehe

And to the anonymous comments.. who are you? =)

Mi goes Na'vi

Now I'm as cool as everybody else!

Don't ask me how I did it.. Whenever I use photoshop.. I click and play with it until I achieve the result I want..

Myspace

what the? haven't logged in to Myspace in 2 weeks or so.. But this is a little to much for me.. No offence.. but I don't even bother reading the messages.. I'm sorry if there are people I know who's written to me.. I'm using Facebook instead.. and will eventually delete my Myspace...

Bloated

Ok.. just cooked some soup for my sister.. I ate a big bowl of that... delicious! Now I feel my stomach is gonna explode..

I have to say, I'm not great at cooking.. and I lack lots of cooking skills... But I know when the food tastes good and how to make it taste good... Love eating my own food lol.. hehe and I know my sis also loves it..

You have to taste my famous beef salad ;)

On fire

Needed to eat so I made some instant Vermicelli.. To lazy to cook..

Dinner done after 3 minutes...But something's missing...

5 seconds later......

tadaaaaaa.. had to abuse some hot sauce...
I happen to be very addicted to this hot sauce... My tounge was on fire.. but it's so good... (ignore my swollen eyes)

one second between laughter and tears

Mom just called.. I cried.. I cried my heart out.. I thought I could hold back my tears but it was so difficult.. the first 10 minutes of our conversation went smoothly without me being emotional.. we joked around and talked about everything between heaven and earth.. but then it hit me how much I missed her.. so the tears were flowing the same time I was talking.. My voice became weaker and then.. the emotional breakdown.. it felt good just letting my tears out without holding back.. I hate that I'm such an emotional person...

Hot tea

Good morning fellas... Did u have a good sleep? I had a great sleep - recovering from yesterday..


Went to sleep at 10.30 pm I think.. didn't feel so good this morning.. But the pain is gone..

Gonna stay at home half of the day.. My sis was understandable so she let me stay at home to rest.. I just wanted half the day off though... don't wanna take the whole day off cause I know how busy it can be.. and it put others into a difficult situation.. Our business is definitely going straight up..

Just finished my breakfast in peace.. I so don't wanna get sick.. it's horrible.. and the pain from yesterday... frightens me... Never again plz..

Pain, pain go away

I am dying of pain now.. I can't move.. Today was really busy.. worked non-stop again.. Must be the reason why my stomach hurt so tremendously.. been working to hard and been eating very poorly..

During work today my stomach cramped.. My hand was shaking while painting my last customer.. This has gotten really bad..

After work my sister took me to Hong Kong buffet.. I was dying for food.. But every bite I took cramped.. It hurt so badly I couldn't eat.. I forced myself to eat.. Had to twist and turn myself for ever bite I swallowed.. Even the soup was painful to eat.. But I managed to get some food into me.. The challenge was to keep it down..

We went to Wal Mart after the buffet.. It was tough walking..(imagine me like a hunchback punching my stomach once in a while) Had to sit down in every corner.. But I couldn't whine.. had to suck it up... Wish mommy was here so I can get some love. Cause right now I don't wanna show my weaknesses.. But lord it hurts so bad.. I hate whining for pain.. it's the last thing I would do.. But this freaking hurt.. it feels like someone is punching, stabbing me from the inside.. Never ever had my stomach ached like this before..

Good Night!

Sunny morning

I had a dream.. someone said I became so fat, he couldn't recognize me.... uuhhhm.. excuse me???!!!

Questions you should never ask a woman...

When is your due? Don't ever ever ask this question.. cause I've been witnessing this so many times.. most of the woman that's been asked wasn't pregnant.. dude I feel embarrassed for them..

Have you gained weight? Avoid this question. It's none of your business!

Why aren't you more like her? *Slap his face* Then be with her instead.

Random thoughts

What you looking at?

Some nightly thoughts:
Why can't you get a tan on your palms?
How come only your fingers and toes get prune in the shower and nothing else does?
At a movie theater which arm rest is yours?
If laughter makes you live longer.. why do some people say: I died of laughter?

Half dead

EXHAUSTED x 3

Today was like a mad-house.. I didn't get a chance to eat until 10.pm .. no breakfast, no lunch.. some pretzel bites here and there (a total of 5 bites).. My stomach ached.. but couldn't stop working cause people were waiting for hours..

I'm done for today..

Just because...

it is so damn interesting..

What were you doing at ten last night?
I was watching Project Runway
What was the last thing you drank?
Water
Last time you cried really really hard?
Few days before New Year
Do you think you can last in a relationship for four months?
I can last forever
Have you lost friends in the past three years?
Unfortunately yes.
What woke you up this morning?
I had to go to the bathroom..
Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Naruto
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
YESYESYES
What are your plans for this weekend?
Work!
Are you afraid of the dark?
YES!
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yeah, don't wanna go into details..
Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
No.

Numb

I didn't thought we were gonna be busy today.. Watched 1 episode of Naruto this morning.. suddenly a lot of customers came even though the weather.. weird... But good for business..


Been doing laundry, dishes, cleaning the house.. I am exhausted... This week really sucked the energy out of me..

PS

That's why I love photoshop

Sugar rush

One of our customers came in with a dozen of doughnuts hehehe.. A few of them were heartshaped as shown above ^ on the very-high-tech-cam-pic .. Already ate 2 doughnuts... A piece of cake, rice with fish and other stuff this morning.. I think I got a little to much sugar.. I can feel the sugar rush...

Splash

When I woke up I looked through my window.. it was raining... damn.. I hate rain.. I love the beauty of the rain cause it makes me feel a little depressed.. I need depression to prove my existence..

I guess you guys are really tired of my egocentric pics.. But my blog wasn't made to entertain anyone.. So feel sick about my pics or leave.

anyways.. I don't really hate rain.. I just hate to step outside the door when it's raining.. especially when there's snow on the ground.. rain+snow - perfect match to make me dislike the weather.. It's slippery and splashes everywhere.. coooooold!

Another long day

Can't believe we were crazy busy again... jeeez give me a break! some of the customers are hilarious and cute, making me laugh all day long.. some are just giving me a headache with their ill-behaved children..

Been watching Project Runway and America's best dance crew.. my favorite shows <3

I'm about to get sick.. think I'm getting a cold.. I was tired through my entire day.. my body was a little weak and I had a hard time breathing.. even so.. had to work cause the customers kept rushing in..

I hate it when people add me on FB without knowing me.. and when I go and look at their profile, they have over 1000 friends.. No thank u.. I don't want to be on your friend-list.. Are there any beneficial reasons?
This guy added me, we had some mutual friends.. I thought I might by chance have met him before..(I don't actually remember everybody I've seen) But this dude was a complete stranger, coming from the other side of the earth .. What's the allure in having a high number of "friends" on Facebook? What does it prove?

I scream for Ice-cream

Whoever invented this ice-cream is a genius.. one of my favorite!

After a long day with only noodles.. it became boring.. So me and my sis ended up buying 4 boxes of ice-cream..

It's raining outside

ugh.. sitting at the shop, drinking my own mixed coffee - which taste like vomit with creamer and sugar..

I woke up at 10 am.. My sis woke me up, had to brush my teeth and throw some clothes on in 5 minutes.. didn't have time to do my make-up and I forgot my make-up bag at home..*desperately looking for an eyeliner* cause I look like a five-month-untouched-corpse.. so if someone intend to come and visit me for some reason (this happens once in a while when I least expect it) please remember my inside beauty..

I want to eat but don't know what to eat. Cause I feel like I lost my appetite.. Where's my craving for sugar so I can go and buy me a cake? Now when I'm mentally prepared to eat some junk, my appetite doesn't allow me to.. wth..
sometimes when I don't want to eat, my cravings force me to eat.. This is so wrong..

She made me smile

I'm sooo happy so happy so happy *jumping up and down full of excitement*

So it's been decided.. my Best friend is coming to the states this month!!! I'm crying of happiness right now.. U can't imagine the feeling I have.. I've never been this happy since forever. Right now I'm crying for real.. My stomach is full of butterflies that I'm about to throw up.

She made my day ♥

Muuuuah ♥♥♥

I can't believe it.. I am so grateful for having her as my friend.. my life-time friend..

Frozen

Yo!

This morning my fingers went numb because of the ice-cold snow.. had to get rid of the snow from the car.. the only tool we had was a small credit card.. I had no gloves... maybe it's time to invest in some gloves.. but NO TIME today..

We were hella busy. thank godness I ate breakfast.. 2 boiled eggs and 2 slices of bread.. it kept me full until 6 pm.. a customer's boyfriend had to go and get me&my sis some pretzel bites while we were working.. we ate some bites between the time doing our customers haha.... yep.. that's all I had in my stomach today.. and of course some coffee hihi. I feel like a piece of dough lol..

I should close my eyes

I'm having a hard time right now.. all this confusion drives me crazy.. I'm not mad, neither disappointed.. I'm just fine.. but the feeling I feel is.. hurt..

I'm almost on the verge of giving up.. How hard do I have to try for miracle to happen? Right now I no longer know what to do. Can I just disappear? errr maybe not.. I know deep within that I can’t. I have a social responsibility to my family and walking away will worsen the situation. I just hope that when I wake up, everything will be alright.

I want to own my time and I want to take control but I can’t. I wish I don’t have to be stuck in this predicament where I need to rely on others for my existence. Where my actions are limited by my responsibilities. I wonder how long I have to endure this kind of scenario.