You make me lose control

*closing my eyes, counting to 10*

10 seconds later...

*opening my eyes and smiling*

This is my way to control my anger.. I'm trying to not get stuck to minor problems that can be considered irritating..

As a result.. I've changed a lot from back then.. I had such a childish behaviour..When I view myself from back then, I have to say.. I was such a psycho..

Obviously I've been gaining a lot of experiences in my life.. I see other people's mistakes.. and I admit my own mistakes.. that's why I now can see stuff in a different perspective which is preventing me from exploding.. I feel so much more mature lol...